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can't keep holding my tears in.

Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me i'm just stressing or over reacting to much. Tell me that i'm just a fool for believing these things. Tell me this actually isn't happening to us. Is this all real or not? Are we actually drifting apart ? I know we both don't want this to happen. But why ? what led us to get in this situation? I know we've both beeen real busy with school and all but like , I atleast make the effort to go online and talk to you or whatever. It's my first year being in high school and it's totally diffrent from elementary days. I'ts way harder and im striving to get the best marks. Now, now it's your last year until you finally go off to highschool and I know your trying your best to get those academic awards at grad. But like I dont know if it's just me but Things are changing quickly each day we dont talk to each other. A lot has chanegd bewteen us still. We're nothing compared to how we were before. The days when we'd talk to each other 24/7 no troubles , fights or anything. We'd talk/say the randomest and embarassing things. But we knew that neither of us would care because the important thing is that we love each other. I'm starting to think that feeling is slowly fading away. Now, the feelings i have for you will never go away. I know that for sure. But what about yours? Are you here to stay ? Cause I am. Baby i love you , all I'm asking for is that things go back to how they were before. I'd at least be satisfied if I see it actually starting to happen. I don't know. When I open up to you , and talk about this situation you don't even respond back , well you do , but the responce you give me isn't the one i was looking for. I want you to be honest with me , OPEN UP , like you used to. Rememeber I'll love you no matter what. I gotchu babe. Always and forever It's you & I. I'm just beggging that things go back to normal. PLEASE.