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has my heart learned to trust again ?

I've been with you for quite awhile now. I trust you not to hurt me and all that bullshit. But the question is .. does my heart trust you? I don't know. I'm sorry if im doubting this whole thing betweeen is , i'm just very cautious of everything that is going on between you and I. I don't want to get hurt again. I can't take no more pain. I trust that you wont break my heart though. But lately i've beeen getting these vibes/feeelings that something I do not like is going to happen , and happen soon. I've beeen feeling that i'm going to loose you soon. I don't ever want that to happen. I love you way too much. Yes I know i've said that a number of times in my other posts but These feeelings i have for you aren't FAKE they're 1048263403749328642% REAL. I don't ever want you to think less.

I confronted you about it today. Now I haven't talked to in almost a weeek. Due to you being sick and having family problems. It's okay , i understand. no need to apolgize baby. I tried to tell you how i was feeeling in a way that you wouldn't take in a wrong way. That worked perfectly. You totally listened to me and understood me. You told me to tell you how i was feeeling and everything. So I did. You understand very well and confronted me as well. You told me how you felt and It was exactly what i need to hear. I told you that i had a feeeling about how i was going to looose you sooon. You then freaked out because you were soo suprised that I actually said that. You then told me " babe we're forever. end of story. dont get some idea that your gonna loose me. cuz you won't. I'm here to stay." exactly how you said it. After reading that .. i started to get butterflies in my stomach the feeling where your soo happy it's like your inside of your body is blushing . Well that's how I felt. I knew from that moment you would never ever leave me nor do anything to hurt me. Well of course i knew that already but now my heart knows it aswell. Of course you weren't done. You continued by asking me if i was here to stay. I responded back by saying "of course." Afterwards you told me "we'll make it through anything. Babe we got this it's us and noone else." again that feeeling came back. I just love my boyfriend. Hes too perfect. I still can't believe i ended up with a man like him.

Baby, I love you and you know that. No one on this entire world can replace you. Like we always say .. it's you and I always & forever. Through the ups and downs we manage to get over them and in the end we become stronger together. I love everything about you , I dont want anything to change. The way you walk , talk , laugh , look at me , treat me, etc. I LOVE IT.
your totally PERFECT. remember NOBODY ELSE. just YOU. my one and only LOVE. since January 6, 2009. I love You

Today my heart has learned to trust again. I thank you for that.